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sapphoatsunsetTitle: Try Your Hardest and Leave the Rest to God
Author: beililee
Pairing: Shiwon X Kibum
Rating: NC-17
Warning: religious!sex, evil!Shiwon, virginal!Kibum, pain, violence
Word Count: 1068
Disclaimer: Don't own (except for in lovely dreamland)
A/N: This was, to some extent, inspired by Kibum's Airang Monologue Interview
I made Shiwon the evil role because way too often he has to be the soft!bottom
Jin in sa dae cheon myeong. Reading the newspaper, he had know idea what that meant. Not even in the slightest. It was still hard trying to speak Korean colloquially, having had lived quite a few of his years in California. But if there was one thing he could count on, it was that even if he couldn’t hind the answer in the dictionary, someone from his 12 fellow band mates would know the meaning, and hopefully be able to explain it to him.
He set off in search of the answer.
Most of the dorm was empty, the members of at this function or that one, fulfilling their respective duties with radio programs, variety shows, etc. Normally he would have blessed it, blessed the peace, blessed the silence, but silence and solitude are not conducive to gaining verbal responses. A groan of frustration leaving his lips, he stalked down the hall to check all the rooms, but he was almost positive that he was in fact alone for the day.
Almost positive. Almost.
Since he was only almost positive, it didn’t shock him to overly much to find Shiwon in his room. Shiwon was a quiet sort normally, preferring to not announce his presence at every opportunity as was the habit of most. What did shock him was the activity the taller was engrossed in. The elder was sitting on his bed, naked from the waist down, reading what appeared to be the Bible, one hand posed above his cock. Kibum didn’t get what could possibly be arousing about the Holy Word but that was not why he was here.
Focus! Just because his legs are so perfectly, firmly muscled, just because his cock is so… Focus! Kibum could only stare, grasping at the straying strands of logic in his mind.
Shiwon chose that moment, that moment of Kibum intensely soaking in the sight of the older’s prick, to glance up, smirking somewhat haughtily at the younger’s facial expression, complete with gaping, drooling mouth.
Wiping at said mouth, the dongsaeng jumbled his thoughts until they made a drunken sort of sense and spoke. “Jin in sa dae cheon myeong. Meaning is what?” Had he not been consumed by the sight of the other – it would be courteous to cover up! - he would have realized just how ridiculous he sounded in his inquiry.
Horny, Shiwon saw a perfect opportunity, and, judging by Kibum’s current expression, the latter would not be too opposed to the notion. “it’s better that I show you, teach you.” A smirk. A plan.
“Try your hardest to please me. When you think there is nothing left for you to put effort into, pray, pray hard, pray out loud. God will help you out.” An evil grin lit up the elder’s features as confusion marked the younger, taking his eyes off Shiwon’s cock for the first time since he walked in.
“Please you? How?”
A long-suffering sigh filled the room. “Must I really explain it step by step? And here I thought you were the smart one.” The dongsaeng nodded, slightly ashamed, hanging his head.
The only response given was to be bodily moved, positioned like a doll, a toy, undressed from the waist down like a child’s forgotten barbie; kneeling in prayer, that was how the elder wanted him, kneeling, looking up to the heavens. Standing over him, the elder asked – nearly commanded given his tone – “Now! Do I have to walk you through the rest? Or do you think you know what I want”
A blush colored the younger’s cheeks but he nodded, leaning forward to place his lips on the elder’s cock. Shiwon groaned; the warmth of his dongsaeng’s mouth was beyond words.
Lightly sucking at the tip, running his tongue along the slit, Kibum concentrated, trying to determine exactly what his hyung enjoyed. The moans encouraged him on, and he took more in, sucking harder and reaching a hand up to toy with Shiwon’s balls. As Shiwon grew harder, his moans grew louder, and it was not long before he thrust down the younger’s throat; Kibum gagged and received a slap for his effort.
The slap reminded him, and dutifully he relaxed his throat, sucking and running his tongue along the sensitive underside of his elder’s cock. Gasping when his hair was roughly grasped, he tried to remain still when Shiwon started thrusting in and out of his mouth like he was the greatest cock-sucking whore in Bangkok and not a fellow band mate and friend.
Thus, he wasn’t surprised when a sticky, salty substance hit the back of his throat; he swallowed automatically.
When Shiwon pulled out of his mouth, Kibum collapsed to the floor, forehead on the ground, ass conveniently in the air, and started to pray out loud.
Dear Lord,
I have tried my very hardest to please my hyung.
I will leave the rest to you.
It is up to you now concerning any further pleasure he might receive.
It is up to you now to ensure he doesn’t find me lacking.
Please aide me in this.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen
He was so engrossed in praying that he didn’t notice when Shiwon moved behind him. He did however notice the sudden pain when he was dryly thrust into, the words that flitted past his ear mockingly. “God has answered your prayer.” Had he been able to see the elder’s face, the sadistic look in his eyes would have been frightening.
However, it was scary enough having to ‘lay there and take it,’ to use an old phrase. He had never been penetrated before, an as soon as he could escape his elder’s clutches, he would never be penetrated again.
Pounding repeatedly, Shiwon smiled as red began to lubricate the tight passage and whimpers, moans of pain and agony filled the room to mix with his groans of pleasure. Tears falling to pool on the floor before him, he sniffled and looked up, hoping that if he grasped the concept of ‘jin in sa dae cheon myeong,’ Shiwon would let him leave.
“Try your hardest and leave the rest to God. That’s what it means, right?” A slap whipping across his face, leaving a streak of red, a flawless handprint was the only response the younger received. Whimpers filled the room once more, and Kibum wished he had never asked the elder to explain.
Author: beililee
Pairing: Shiwon X Kibum
Rating: NC-17
Warning: religious!sex, evil!Shiwon, virginal!Kibum, pain, violence
Word Count: 1068
Disclaimer: Don't own (except for in lovely dreamland)
A/N: This was, to some extent, inspired by Kibum's Airang Monologue Interview
I made Shiwon the evil role because way too often he has to be the soft!bottom
Jin in sa dae cheon myeong. Reading the newspaper, he had know idea what that meant. Not even in the slightest. It was still hard trying to speak Korean colloquially, having had lived quite a few of his years in California. But if there was one thing he could count on, it was that even if he couldn’t hind the answer in the dictionary, someone from his 12 fellow band mates would know the meaning, and hopefully be able to explain it to him.
He set off in search of the answer.
Most of the dorm was empty, the members of at this function or that one, fulfilling their respective duties with radio programs, variety shows, etc. Normally he would have blessed it, blessed the peace, blessed the silence, but silence and solitude are not conducive to gaining verbal responses. A groan of frustration leaving his lips, he stalked down the hall to check all the rooms, but he was almost positive that he was in fact alone for the day.
Almost positive. Almost.
Since he was only almost positive, it didn’t shock him to overly much to find Shiwon in his room. Shiwon was a quiet sort normally, preferring to not announce his presence at every opportunity as was the habit of most. What did shock him was the activity the taller was engrossed in. The elder was sitting on his bed, naked from the waist down, reading what appeared to be the Bible, one hand posed above his cock. Kibum didn’t get what could possibly be arousing about the Holy Word but that was not why he was here.
Focus! Just because his legs are so perfectly, firmly muscled, just because his cock is so… Focus! Kibum could only stare, grasping at the straying strands of logic in his mind.
Shiwon chose that moment, that moment of Kibum intensely soaking in the sight of the older’s prick, to glance up, smirking somewhat haughtily at the younger’s facial expression, complete with gaping, drooling mouth.
Wiping at said mouth, the dongsaeng jumbled his thoughts until they made a drunken sort of sense and spoke. “Jin in sa dae cheon myeong. Meaning is what?” Had he not been consumed by the sight of the other – it would be courteous to cover up! - he would have realized just how ridiculous he sounded in his inquiry.
Horny, Shiwon saw a perfect opportunity, and, judging by Kibum’s current expression, the latter would not be too opposed to the notion. “it’s better that I show you, teach you.” A smirk. A plan.
“Try your hardest to please me. When you think there is nothing left for you to put effort into, pray, pray hard, pray out loud. God will help you out.” An evil grin lit up the elder’s features as confusion marked the younger, taking his eyes off Shiwon’s cock for the first time since he walked in.
“Please you? How?”
A long-suffering sigh filled the room. “Must I really explain it step by step? And here I thought you were the smart one.” The dongsaeng nodded, slightly ashamed, hanging his head.
The only response given was to be bodily moved, positioned like a doll, a toy, undressed from the waist down like a child’s forgotten barbie; kneeling in prayer, that was how the elder wanted him, kneeling, looking up to the heavens. Standing over him, the elder asked – nearly commanded given his tone – “Now! Do I have to walk you through the rest? Or do you think you know what I want”
A blush colored the younger’s cheeks but he nodded, leaning forward to place his lips on the elder’s cock. Shiwon groaned; the warmth of his dongsaeng’s mouth was beyond words.
Lightly sucking at the tip, running his tongue along the slit, Kibum concentrated, trying to determine exactly what his hyung enjoyed. The moans encouraged him on, and he took more in, sucking harder and reaching a hand up to toy with Shiwon’s balls. As Shiwon grew harder, his moans grew louder, and it was not long before he thrust down the younger’s throat; Kibum gagged and received a slap for his effort.
The slap reminded him, and dutifully he relaxed his throat, sucking and running his tongue along the sensitive underside of his elder’s cock. Gasping when his hair was roughly grasped, he tried to remain still when Shiwon started thrusting in and out of his mouth like he was the greatest cock-sucking whore in Bangkok and not a fellow band mate and friend.
Thus, he wasn’t surprised when a sticky, salty substance hit the back of his throat; he swallowed automatically.
When Shiwon pulled out of his mouth, Kibum collapsed to the floor, forehead on the ground, ass conveniently in the air, and started to pray out loud.
Dear Lord,
I have tried my very hardest to please my hyung.
I will leave the rest to you.
It is up to you now concerning any further pleasure he might receive.
It is up to you now to ensure he doesn’t find me lacking.
Please aide me in this.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen
He was so engrossed in praying that he didn’t notice when Shiwon moved behind him. He did however notice the sudden pain when he was dryly thrust into, the words that flitted past his ear mockingly. “God has answered your prayer.” Had he been able to see the elder’s face, the sadistic look in his eyes would have been frightening.
However, it was scary enough having to ‘lay there and take it,’ to use an old phrase. He had never been penetrated before, an as soon as he could escape his elder’s clutches, he would never be penetrated again.
Pounding repeatedly, Shiwon smiled as red began to lubricate the tight passage and whimpers, moans of pain and agony filled the room to mix with his groans of pleasure. Tears falling to pool on the floor before him, he sniffled and looked up, hoping that if he grasped the concept of ‘jin in sa dae cheon myeong,’ Shiwon would let him leave.
“Try your hardest and leave the rest to God. That’s what it means, right?” A slap whipping across his face, leaving a streak of red, a flawless handprint was the only response the younger received. Whimpers filled the room once more, and Kibum wished he had never asked the elder to explain.
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Date: 2008-05-26 08:34 am (UTC)That was like the purest form of blasphemy!
but it's kinda like... morbidly hawt?
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Date: 2008-05-26 08:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-08-07 11:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-08-07 11:38 pm (UTC)that's the part that was inspired by his interview... the phrase...
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Date: 2008-08-08 08:13 pm (UTC)